Love in the ice (acoustic cover)
02 Apr 2012 Leave a Comment
in DBSK, Music Tags: dbsk, DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, guitar cover, jyj, tohoshinki
I’ve been meaning to make a cover of this song for years now. I couldn’t find chords in the internet, so I just guessed them. Finally recorded one today. I tried playing the guitar with a pick to make the sound sharper, but I only succeeded on distracting myself and getting lyrics wrong. It’s not the best of covers, and I couldn’t control my voice very well through the high notes. *hides face in embarrassment*
I’m writing my own version with English lyrics. Almost done with it, though whether or not I’ll record it depends if I find time/confidence for it.
Blossoming
24 Sep 2010 4 Comments
in DBSK, Music Tags: ayumi hamasaki, dbsk, DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, jaejoong, mv
I once saw a man. I didn’t think he was anything remarkable, the first time I saw him. His skin was too pale, his hair was too black, his face was too girly and he looked so stiff and ice cold that I dismissed him in favor of his taller, cuter, more smiley friend.
But then I heard him sing… Husky smooth voice grabbing my attention. And I found myself paying him more attention than the others.
And then I heard him talk. His blunt remarks and silly personality, warm and inviting despite his cold looks…
Slowly, I started to see his statuesque beauty. His blank, mysterious face drawing me in, almost otherwordly in his prettiness. I found myself nursing a little crush, and for a period of time watched him and him only.
Over time, that little crush didn’t fade away, but it was overwhelmed as I developed similar little crushes to the four people surrounding him. Watching them became my haven, became the highlight of my days. The five of them became the inspiration of my writing, my art, my thoughts… Still, no matter how much I like them all, no matter how much I insist that I have no favorite, I know deep inside as I look at pictures of him smiling so warmly, I still like him a little more.
And even now that trouble struck them, even when I struggle with balancing my attention towards the five people who have become a part of my life, I still find myself looking at him a little more.
My watching him wasn’t always pleasant. There were times when I wondered why I liked him so much. When now I am of the opinion that his friend has an even more hypnotizing voice, that his other friend has the sharpest wit I’ve ever seen, that his other friend has the biggest heart I’ve ever seen, and his other friend has a more charming smile and easy grace. I didn’t want to suddenly know that I only like his beautiful face. It would be an insult to him and to me as well.
I couldn’t forget the time when I thought it was his cold looks I was in love with…. Face carved out of an ice sculpture, ethereal and mesmerizing. And then the feeling of crushing shame when I finally notice how breathtakingly beautiful his smile was. Warm and full of life and passion and dreams…
However, throughout the times I spent liking him, there was always a little voice at the back of my mind, grounding me to my thoughts. Grounding me to reality, also. My feelings I’ve always acknowledged as nothing more than that of a dedicated watcher.
For the first time I felt that I was truly, definitely inlove with this man.
For the first time I found myself wishing it was me he was looking at. Found myself wishing it was me he was smiling at. Found myself wishing it was me he was laughing with, and me he was crying with.
Beautiful eyes totally focused, a perfect comnination of bliss and pain etched on his face… almost pained, as if saying “I love you… so much that it hurts to know this moment won’t last forever…”
And as he cries, and I feel the pain, and I wonder how he could evoke this jumbled emotions from me… Pride, love, appreciation…
He’s so beautiful.
He’s the man I want to marry. And it hurts a little that even in my wildest dreams, he is a star. Unattainable. Unreachable.
. . .
. . . . .
. . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . Yes, I’m melodramatic. We’ve already establised that a looooong time ago. Nyah.
Ahem, back to reality… This PV leaves me in a starry-eyed trance. My eyes were stuck on Jaejoong throughout the entire time. His acting has improved leaps and bounds, and I couldn’t be any more proud of being a fan of his. I mean, the way he delivered the emotions — the happiness, the adoration, the love, and then suddenly the sheer desperation, the anger, the sorrow… It just leaves me breathless in awe. Especially that beach scene when he was on a crying rampage… Man, I teared up a little.
And did I mention how beautiful he was? Is? Has always been?
And I feel for the girl… I can only assume that she wasn’t told of his illness, but she knows anyway. And she just let him believe she didn’t know, maybe on an attempt to not burden him farther for the remaining days they spend together.
Jaejoong’s awesomeness aside, this PV is for the lack of words… a lot tad overused, but tugs at your heart strings just the same. (Personally, for me, it was Jaejoong’s performance that tugged on my heart strings, but what do I know, I’m just a biased writer who fangirls one of the most gorgeous men on Earth). And I’m glad with how simple it looked like… It’s not overly dramatic. The scenes weren’t crammed. And the fact that you don’t hear Jaejoong’s words when he was shouting created this sort of mysterious effect (can’t find the right words).
The song was… Well, I thought it was lovely. Ayumi Hamasaki is after all the Queen of J-Pop. I was too focused (gasp! shock!) with staring at Jaejoong to listen intently.
This made my day, which has been pretty crappy since this morning.
Behold Shim Changmin’s awesomeness
27 Aug 2010 2 Comments
in DBSK Tags: changmin, DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, Music, rock, super junior, tohoshinki
I can’t help myself. I really can’t help myself. This made me cry and I don’t even know why.
Make way for Shim Chang-freaking-min!
This has been the best 43 seconds of my Changmin-fangirlism…
Who care’s if he’s a popstar? He’s my new favorite rock star!
EDIT [9-10-10]
Here’s a longer fancam. I just never get tired of it…
*starry-eyed* I am so inlove…
50+ Reasons Why I Love Them
22 Jul 2010 Leave a Comment
in DBSK, Randomness Tags: cassiopeia, changmin, dbsk, DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, jaejoong, junsu, list, Music, thsk, tohoshinki, yoochun, yunho
Completely unecessary, but hey, I’m a hopeless fan, and I wanted to have some fun. So there.
It all started with this, which then turned into this list:
1. Because Yoochun is a crybaby.
2. Because Junsu starts crying when Yoochun starts crying.
3. Because Changmin seems like the oldest and most mature even though he’s the youngest.
4. Because Jaejoong acts like the youngest despite being the oldest.
5. Because they give the most passionate performances on stage that they even cry while singing. I have never seen any group that had been carried away with the emotion of a song to actually be driven in tears.
6. Because they’re very grateful of their fans that one time they even kneeled on stage to praise the audience during the last performance.
7. Because their vocal talent and powerful performances is unrefutable and undeniable.
8. Because no matter how perfect they may seem, they always make mistakes, and it makes them more human.
9. Because Yoochun used to come up with the weirdest get-ups, hairstyles, and clothes. We all think his stylist hated him.
10. Because Jaejoong keeps insisting that he doesn’t look good when he smiles so he covers his mouth when he laughs. We all, of course, disagree.
11. Because despite Yunho’s manly tough exterior on camera, he’s a pile of mush and cute-ness inside.
12. Because all of them are complete goofballs. Even Changmin… except sometimes he watches the others with a “What in the world are my hyungs doing?” expression.
13. Because Changmin always has crazy hand gestures like a conductor, whenever they sing a ballad song.
14. Because Junsu’s laugh is so unique you can’t help but laugh along with him and the other members love to imitate him to tease him. (I want to show the clip, but I can’t find it. It involves a takoyaki contest, and Junsu loosing, which of course prompted him to complain, which in turn prompts the rest to gang up on him. And it the clip ends when Junsu laughs his “Eu kyang kyangTM” laugh, which the others gleefuly imitates. Message me when you find it.)
15. Because their acapellas are to die for. And they can turn an unremarkable song into a piece of jaw-dropping heavenly music.
16. Because Changmin is the most feared member of the group despite being the youngest. See, height + muscles + sharp tongue + innocent face + evil mind = most feared member of the group…
17. …Unless of course faced with Yunho’s wrath. … Leader-shi rules all.
watcha lookin' at?
18. Because only Jaejoong can pull off bleached blond hair without looking totally ridiculous or trying-hard. And we want platinum blonde Jaejoong back. Who’s with me?
19. Because writing and reading fanfictions about them is fun. Fanfiction is an essential in the fandom.
20. Because Junsu’s peculiar obsession with soccer makes the other members think that he should have been a soccer player instead.
21. Because Jaejoong trips on his own foot probably 10x a day. Okay, used to… Does he still trip? Because I used to think he wouldn’t be Jaejoong unless he trips…
22. Because despite their appearance (come on, pretty gorgeous Asian superstars…), athletics is one of their strong points. The group’s competitiveness is almost intimidating. See Suju’s EHB DBSK ep. and Infinite Challenge and… uhm, pretty much every sport clip with DBSK competing on it.
23. Because Changmin’s vocal range is unbelievably high that I’m pretty sure he would be able to break my computer monitor if he turns it on full force.24. Because they just love torturing each other, and their favorite victim is Junsu. Poor guy…
25. Because it is not a hidden fact that Jaejoong is camwhore, and I know for a fact that he has a built-in seeking device that enables him to spot cameras within a fifty-foot radius.25. Because Changmin is the sheer definition of four-dimentionality and wit…
26. …Yet, when you think the guy is nothing but snark and sarcasm, he surprises you with how often he laughs hysterically (of course, mostly at Junsu’s expense) .
27. Because Changmin has a special quirk– when he’s happy, his eyes are mismatched, and when he’s annoyed, his lips are mismatched.
28. Because Changmin has the uncanny ability to eat 7 meals a day without growing fat. How unfair is that?
29. Because Junsu sings randomly 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. He goes on. And on. And on. And–
30. Because THEY JUST LOVE BUGGING JUNSU TO DEATH! Poor Junsu…
31. Becasuse Yoochun and Jaejoong comes up with the sweetest most beautiful melodies I’ve ever heard of… Kiss Shita Mama, Love Bye Love, Colors Melody and Harmnony, Wasurenaide, Kiss the Baby Sky, 9095… Actually, all of them have nice compositions. Junsu’s Picture of You, Yunho’s Checkmate, Changmin’s lyrics for Korean version of Love in the Ice and Evergreen. They should all write and release more songs.
32. Because past the mischievous glint in his eyes, smile almost as bright as the sun, and constant teasing of Junsu, Yoochun is the most sensitive man I have ever known.
33. YunJae, YooSu, Kiss Couple, Soulmates, Soulfighters, 2U, Tall Brothers, MinSu, Jaesu, Hosu…
35. There’s a reason Soulfighters is my favorite couple. One moment they’re like mother and son, the next they hit each other, then hug each other, then they come to an agreement to live together peacefully, then declare that they (or Jaejoong, rather) love each other and then be back to hitting each other again, and again , and–dare I say it– again.
34. They could seriously form a real family, complete with a mom (Jaejoong), a dad (Yunho) and kids (Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin). They fit their roles perfectly well.
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35. They just… just complement each other so well. They just fit together like that, like they were born to dominate stages together. Where one has weakness on one part, the others fill it up. Strenths get magnified.
36. Yunho… you have to know tbat even the combined strength of the rest of your members cannot stop Jaejoong’s vanity…
37. Link . Oh… well, I guess that works, too… And that (although it’s a little too harsh).
38. Sometimes, when you see Changmin in deep thought, you can’t help but think that he’s planning ways on world domination.
39. Work ethics are the best I’ve seen. They always do their best to deliver the best show they could give to their fans.
And wherever they are, they always know how to have fun, whether it’s by bullying Junsu or getting overexcited with simple things… like toy soy beans and soy sauces… or barbie dolls. Seriously.
40. I’ve read this somewhere and I can’t help but agree wholeheartedly –> They are Energizer Bunny on crack.
Exhibit B (Chagmin, I commend you for not laughing and/or hitting them when you finished).
Exhibit D (And they pick on Junsu again).
Exhibit — er, I probably shouldn’t. We don’t have enough alphabets…
41. They like to make me cry. Of course, seeing hyper Junsu in a wheelchair alone makes me want to cry, but the brief performance of Bolero that started at around 3:17 made me seriously bawl. Dedication is the word. Dedication.
42. PEARL RED SEA. I need to be a part fo it. Cassiopeia, BigEast or International… They’re the same Pearl Red Sea… Red Ocean is so breath-taking and amazing. Their determination and devotion to show how much they love DBSK just makes me love DBSK more.
43. I have to be honest. For some insane reason I couldn’t remember, I didn’t like Junsu during the earlier weeks of my fandom– until he opened his mouth and sang…
44. Jaejoong is Cassiopeia’s best friend. He just blurts out whatever is on his mind, and what better way to find out juicy Dong Bang Shin Ki secrets than the member who has a foot-in-mouth disease?
45. If Jaejoong always eats his foot, then Changmin is a walking pile of snark. The guy just bluntly says whatever is on his mind in the dryest way possible, and you can’t help but laugh and feel sorry to who he is directing his snark to… Make way for Prince Changmin
46. Changmin have seizures when he laughs.
47. They’re gorgeous. Period. If you ever deny that, then you need to go to an optometrist, or are in severe need of a dictionary.
48. Yunho may not be the most recognizable singer in the group, but he’s the best damn leader you’ll ever see. And to all of you who questions Yunho’s singing capabilities, I laugh at your faces. HAH!
49. This.
50. Their music. From heart-wrenching ballads to bubble gum pop to R & B to dance songs to Acapella to rock to just about every music genre there is… They just sing so well.
51. They clawed their way to the top, shedding blood, sweat and tears on the way. They were at the peak of their popularity in their homeland, and then were suddenly shipped off to a foreign land where they were virtually nobodies. They clambered like blind men at first, mute because of the language barrier and isolated from the rest. With only each other as compnay, they pushed themselves to their limits, together overcame depression and homesickness and earnestly learned the language, continuously improving their capabilities as artists, eventually winning the hearts of their fans and doing their best to make them happy. And yet they remain humble, still continuously trying to improve and doing their best in everything. And now that they’re seeking to broaden their horizons, to stretch their wings and leave the nest, I only wish for them to reach the new dreams they are now working for.
52. Because they’re Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin, and even if they stop being Hero, U-know, Micky, Xiah and Max, they will always be Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin, and I’m more than happy with that.
Even if they stop being TVXQ, I’ll still love JYCYJ forever.
If I could insert my whole favorites section from Youtube… I can’t. It’d take me more than a year.
Random, therefore pointless.
20 Jul 2010 Leave a Comment
in DBSK, Randomness Tags: dbsk, DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, fanfiction, random
I just discovered that I’ve been spelling “randominity” as “randonimity” for the last… well, since I’ve encountered that word. How embarrassing. Is it even a word?
So. I’m bored. Terribly bored. I’m so bored I’ve even taken up arguing with my muse for being cruel and not letting me write anything. Pathetic, really.
Anyway, the reason that I’ve been spurred on writing a useless post is because of a thought that came to me not more than five minutes ago.
Won’t it be so cool to base an anime from TVXQ? Not exactly an original idea of mine since a lot of fans have commented that the guys would fit right in the anime world, but this is the only time I’ve really really given it a thought.
Soundtrip 2
24 Oct 2009 2 Comments
in DBSK, Music Tags: DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, j-pop, Music, tohoshinki
Alright! It’s true! I admit it! I am a shameless obsessed DBSK fan with absolutely no social life whatsoever! There!
SmileyBunny: As if that wasn’t obvious enough…
And so I will offer no excuses as to why I am currently addicted to these songs:
First up, Darkness Eyes. It’s dark. It’s angsty, hypnotizingly poignant and it’s reeking of Tohoshinki epic-ness. And I love it. So watch and listen!
SmileyBunny: Don’t you dare start drooling or I’ll use your face to mop the keyboard!
I so do not drool! I just like the choreo, that’s all!
Second, All In Vain. Mysterious. Sexy. Shady with a tint of jazz, and Yoochun’s voice is oh-my-goodness-so-totally-right I can’t imagine anyone else being the main vocal of this song.
I soooo love the english parts… I think the not-so-perfect pronounciations give the song a distinct Yoochun-flavor… exotic, rough, unique, unrefined and creative! The rap… I didn’t think you could harmonize in a rap! That is just so… so DBSK!
And you know what’s funny? I used to despise these kind of songs two years ago… Angsty stuff used to be the bane of my existence. (Teenager in denial, yes, that’s me). It makes me think now, what was I thinking? I sometimes can’t believe how DBSK widened my horizon in music. I mean, hey, this is the band that made Mirotic one of my favorite songs. Me, Little Miss Wholesome who lives purely with sunshine and butterflies, listens to this? <– addicting song, by the way… Just give it time to sink it.
Good music is good music whatever language or whatever genre.
Red Ocean
19 Oct 2009 Leave a Comment
in DBSK, Poems Tags: cassiopeia, dbsk, DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, Poems
Disclaimer: The term “Red Ocean” referring to the fanclub Cassiopeia was not coined by me.
AN: Red Ocean to DBSK’s eyes from my point of view…
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Red Ocean
The rush of cheers that sweeps away my soul
brings tears into my eyes. I howl
and wail and sing my heart, and prowl
with every beat of heart. I fly
and fall, reach up and fail and yet
these people cheer and smile and wail.
I laugh, they laugh. I cry, they cry.
I sing, they sing to bars avail.
I stand to be what I have dreamed,
Worked hard to what these people deem.
Some others doubt but in the end
To the immensive sea they bend.
The others left don’t give away
a thing, but sneers and snide and hate.
It’s hard to know their reason why;
They’re hard enough to satiate.
I give my all, I do my best,
And though I sometimes fail the test,
Standing still, immensive sea,
Like warriors set to drive away
the enemy who cries with glee;
A moment of mistake he pries;
The vultures pick on every wound
Until I break and fall and cry.
Immensive sea, still they stand,
Beside–my side– like countless sand.
Immensive sea, like burning fire,
Good luck to those who rouse her ire.
Scathing looks at me will meet
A tide of vengeance not so sweet.
Good tidings bring good tiding, though.
Praise-worthy through her eyes shall meet.
A lover, child, a fiend, a friend;
So much describes the ocean red.
Though often full of good intent,
Her enemies have often bled.
A lover sweet and kind and good,
A jealous girlfriend when she broods.
A child who looks and laugh at me.
Attention-seeking brat she’d be.
Companions through my night and day,
A friend who keeps my ghosts at bay.
A mother guiding through a storm,
Protecting me from every scorn.
And when I stand before the sea,
It overwhelms, I feel the love
and pure affections like a storm
of pure emotions clashing hard.
Exhilirating freedom felt
Through practiced actions ever dealt.
A sweet, sweet irony, it seems;
A prison bursting in its seams.
Confusing jumbled words just flow
Like endless streams of crystal clear.
A mumbled “Thank you” through my tears,
A heartfelt passion met with cheers.
The pearl red sea, so often seen
a threat, sinister force to deem
Now see, won’t they be proven wrong?
Admire at how they form a team.
In times of great despair, they stay
Protecting me all night and day.
The lies spewed by vultures had
befallen angry hearts and flayed.
And now together they stand
Against the threats the foe has laid.
A family supporting each
And everyone through every shade.
The once young pearl red sea has grown
into an ocean larger and
their once unsure and swaying
love cemented firm remain unbarged.
I treasure you deep in my heart.
Come hear me give more than my part.
Cassiopeia, your loud cheers ring.
Now sit a while and hear me sing.
*
AN: …That was tiring… Yeah, DBSK inspires the creativity juices to keep flowing. *face palm* I am so lame.
Copyright October 21, 2009 by Meriken (Bahay Kubo). Please do not take out or distribute without author’s persmission.
Rantings of a Passionate Fan
19 Oct 2009 Leave a Comment
in DBSK, Life, Music Tags: cassiopeia, dbsk, DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, Music, thsk, tohoshinki, tvxq
I really didn’t want this blog to contain more topics about DBSK than the rest of my life, but what else can I do if the main event of my day is sitting down in front of the computer and watching five guys prance around a stage?
Uncertain Times
02 Aug 2009 Leave a Comment
in DBSK, Poems Tags: cassiopeia, DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, Poems, rumors, thsk, tohoshinki, tvxq
I haven’t posted for a long while now, but in these uncertain times, I feel the need to express my mind or I’ll explode. Everything’s a blurr, and it’s hard to set apart the truth from the mountains of lies. I’m scared, but at the same time, I think I have nothing to be afraid of. One thing is for sure, I trust DBSK, and I trust that everything will be for the best in the end.
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Uncertain Times
In these times of uncertainty
when we are all afraid
To face the possibility
that your name soon will fade,
We find it hard to cast away
the fears the plague our hearts.
What more when we are seas away,
the thousand miles that parts.
We fear that soon you’ll never be
five brothers on the stage
Who gives their all and makes us dream
and love and sing and rage.
It’s hard to think you’ll be no more
someday. It breaks my heart.
And now in these uncertain times,
I fear you’ll fall apart.
But if there’s one thing I’m as sure
as the stars up above
Is that I know you’ve never lied
about your bond and love.
A hundred times, a thousand times
you’ve showed and told and proved
Whatever obstacles you’ve faced,
TOGETHER you have moved.
And that’s enough to calm my heart
through this uncertain time…
That five is one and one is five:
one more, one less– a crime.
Your brotherhood I do not doubt,
your words and hearts are one.
Your name may fade but your bond
is sure like the rising sun.
Tonight, we’ll sleep with hopes held high.
together we’ll stand…
A legion of united fans behind the greatest band
we’ve ever known…
Just look behind and there we’ll be, a pearl red sea.
In these uncertain times, be it our ultimate decree.
-Meriken-
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As what Yoochun said, and as what Cassiopeia/BigEast/International fans have been saying…
Always keep the faith!
Stand By U
29 May 2009 Leave a Comment
in DBSK, Music Tags: DBSK/TVXQ/THSK, Music, song, Stand By U, tohoshinki, tvxq
I just want to share this song…
Video credits go to jejupoh@youtube
My boyfriends all-time favorite band, DBSK, or in this case, Tohoshinki, just releases the MV (drama version) of their newest single “Stand By U,” and the song is by far officially my ultimate favorite Tohoshinki song.
I remember hearing the song preview (I think it was almost a month ago) the first time. I was in the middle of procastinating, Youtube-ing my boyfriends DBSK videos, and when I clicked on the song I accidentally said a curse word (it starts with “S”), which is just a much more intense equivalent of “Wow.”
I think I like this better than “Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou” (longest name of a song EVER). I was, at first, a bit disappointed by the MV this morning, but the more I watched it, the more I grew fond of it. The song itself was awesome. The good beat plus the beautiful melody (I especially like the chorus) plus the heart-breaking lyrics plus the wonderful voices of my boyfriends the guys equals BREATHTAKING… This song just ROCKS and I hope the guys get another Oricon Weekly… better yet, an Oricon. Monthly! Yeah, that’s right! Give them an Oricon Monthly!
Tohoshinki FTW!
SmileyBunny: …Since when do you use “FTW?”$
